Shane-O McHaire (s_mcmahon) wrote in is_sexfiends,
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Slipped away from Sean briefly to post this...

Talking to Trish she suggested me writing about this to "purge the demons". And maybe it will help, and maybe it won't. The last thing I want out of this is to cause more conflict. Writing things out helps me put them into focus, and so forth. So...



What was suggested as a night on the town ended up being a stay-indoors affair. There was a strong air of awkwardness, which I'm sure was mostly my fault. We got to talking about things. About the business, and my relationship with Sean. Eventually I realized I wasn't being the best of hosts and hadn't offered him anything to drink. I offered and told him I had milk, beer, juice, and water. He asked if I had any wine. I had felt kind of...awkward about offering him wine, which is why I didn't. I thought he would find another meaning in it as he so often does with things.

I poured us each a glass of red wine...we sipped, I stared at him, we talked a little about the wine, some more about the business...he asked why I was staring. I shifted my eyes between the floor and his face...looked at his leg briefly...he asked if I always made my guests feel so awkward.

And I kept staring. I think he stared back at one point...probably just to get me going. We both had a second glass of wine. Finally he asked if we should fuck and get it done with. I just looked at him, blinked, and commented on how blunt he was. And then he said something bordering on snarky about making a stupid little promise not to kiss me. So I leaned in and pressed my lips against his...

I can't even really recall for sure the order in which everything occurred....we kissed hard and rough...eargerly...I crawled into his lap and nipped at his bottom lip. God that lip begs to be bitten every time I see him. I slid my hands up his shirt, rubbed his chest and rocked my hips against him...or maybe he started the hip rocking first. I was so overwhelmed with lust...and hearing him say he wanted me that instant...we stripped each other in between licks and kisses and nips...teased each other...

He lay back on the couch, pulled me with me...we kissed and rocked our hips against the other's...I pulled away somewhat reluctantly and went into the bathroom to retrieve my tube of lubricant from the medicine cabinet. I handed it over to him when I returned, sat down and kissed or sucked on his neck...

He seemed to have had intentions of me topping....I'm not comfortable with topping yet since I've only done it a handful of times. He pushed me down on my back, and spread my legs. God, the way he teased me after lubing his hands. Slowly tracing a finger around the opening....when he saw how well I reacted..and God, was that pleasurable.. he did it again before inserting his finger to loosen me. I moaned and growled, gripped at his hair...when a second finger was inserted and both were thrusting...I rocked my hips against his hand. Of course he's not the type who would let anyone have all the joy for very long so he pulled out his fingers and used the rest of the lube on his erection.

He inserted himself and wrapped his arms around me. We kissed feverishly. I rubbed my hands down his back and over his butt. It was like such a relief finally being there...finally having sex with him after wanting him for so long...feeling him thrust inside of me, filling me with such pleasure...tilting my head back, moaning and gripping his hair.

Something I remember pretty clearly...when I gripped his hair, he craned his neck toward my arm and licked it. And he nuzzled me...

Another thing he did was take my cock in his hand and squeeze it and let go...he did it a few times over causing me to rock my hips harder and faster against him...the squeezing eventually gave way to stroking, building me up to my orgasm...

It was pretty intense, feeling his body on top of mine...feeling him inside me...him devouring my lips with hungry kisses. Both of us rocking hips harder and faster until he finally came inside of me. I gripped his hair so tightly, moaned so loudly. He panted in my ear, and slowed down the pace of his rocking hips, but didn't stop completely...and he stroked me harder and faster until I came as well. I growled when I came and came hard. I kept him in my arms, both of us heavily panting searching for a steady breath. I didn't want him to, but he slowly pulled out.

I'm not sure if he was reluctant to the holding, but he didn't really have much of a choice. I think we were both pretty spent and I don't think he could've squirmed out of my arms if he tried. I guess I fell asleep first. He spent the night and left come morning as I had work and I imagine he had his own matters to attend to...



Well, now I got all that off my chest....
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Making your continuous lust for me known I see
*hisses*
Problem?
Don't mess with my Brandon.
I'm not doing a damned thing. He's the one making it clearly obvious he wants to get back into my pants.
Can I like, smack you?
Can I enjoy it?
You would, wouldn't you?
No, he wouldn't.
Well. I always did enjoy a good slap in the face by a woman.
Oh, gee, great to know.
Babe. No need to get upset. I'm only making a joke!

kevin_kelly

14 years ago

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wcw_bischoff

14 years ago

kevin_kelly

14 years ago

wcw_bischoff

14 years ago

kevin_kelly

14 years ago

wcw_bischoff

14 years ago

kevin_kelly

14 years ago

The next time I see you in person, I'll gladly do the honors.
I say this with all due respect, but THANK JESUS.
.......
I'll take that as a yes
....no.
You're actually going to say no? When the proof is all around?
What proof?
You're going to deny every word you ever said?
No....God, what is with your head games. What are you out to do now?
Not a thing. You want me, simple as that. Is it so hard to admit, or do you not want to damage that little...whatever of yours.
....little whatever? You mean my relationship with Sean?
Yes I suppose that
I don't want you.

wcw_bischoff

14 years ago

s_mcmahon

14 years ago